I wonder where has the fateness gone? Since my birthdae till now, i have not take the same bus with him for nine daes.. I hate hate hate hate the god!!

I moved to another place where i cannot find 196 in the morning.. so, i have to be good and stay at the empty bus-stop to wait foe my hateful empty 608.. I feel strangely just like a little kid lost her way.. Yep, i have to say that i'v lost my way.. I hope i will have the strength in my heart to pull my heart back.. I hope, i hope..


Yesterday got the soccer match between 4B and my class.. I was so good went for many trainings which held by our captain JingRu.. But i felt very tired abt the unsettleable name list of the players.. erhm.. it's very funny that they firsly asked me and my buddy to become the two make fielders cos we got theskills or wad.. we said okok.. nextly, they suddenly came and asked me to become reserve striker.. i said okokok.. and the day before the match, they came one more time to ask me becoem the defender!!~~ hahahahaha.. Wad is the thing lolx.. i feel funny.. realli just funny no other unfriendly feelings.. And finalli, because Sally and Sihan suddenly came saying they love to play soccer very very much and den, nicely, ZR and i was kicked to be the reserve ones.. still, we said okokokok.. ^O^


After we got 0:4 for the first 15 minutes, some ppl start to shouting for sub.. I was asked to go, but they gals on the field said still feel ok and dun want to get off from the match.. still, i said okokokokok.. i was happy that i still have to chance to enjoy the basketball match between 4C and 4K.. hahax.. i was tarign at the bbal playground while my class gals are playing soccer.. sorry sorry my class.. i noe i was wrong.. ==^== then, some guys asked me to go soon, as the bbal match was just finished, I went onto the field for the last 8 minutes.. but so sad, our dear striker was too tired to do anything else.. i just wanna say that, only ZR and me was playing deadly hard, but it's no use.. we cannot be defender, make fielder and striker at the same time.. so.. i have to say sorry to my dear dear class..


Some 4C ppl asked me why neva go to watch the bbal match between K and their class yesterdae.. i said not dare to.. den, they laughed.. i also laughed very hard.. very very hard.. hard to dunno wad is hard..


have to say that, the god had heard my complains.. ^O^ Days ago, i was kept thinking abt doing aomething CRAZY before the holidays.. As i will back china on 28th of may and dun want to miss him too deadly during the days in china.. So, i kept wising to get a chance that there are no other ppl around but just he and i in some place.. i felt it would be wuite fun because i kept wondering wad i will do in this kinda scnece.. And, under the funny control of the god, the chance appears in this morning.. magically, romanticlaly (==^O^==).. i saw somebody this moring.. it's just suddenly saw him.. and i got a feeling wish to rush to him and tell him all the feeling i am having toward him.. but, i was smiling when tinking bat that.. I was not mad.. the rainy weather helped me t understand wad kinda gal i realli is.. I am sure that i will neva dare to do anything those kinda gals which are called the sort of " blaeng Blaeng gals" feel comfortable to do.. hahax.. feel the air so fresh that he let me undersant more abt myslef..


and, please god, please do not play my life anymore ok? the "science lab" mad me feel very embarrass in this red rainy moring.. i love red.. ^O^

shiny blogged on 2:11 AM